Sunday, when Rainey comes home from the museum, Howard summons her to the Steinway with a wave. No one puts anything on Howard's piano: no ashtrays, no sheet music, no beer bottles, no rosin, no Harmon or wolf or Buzz-Wow mutes, no toilet-paper hash pipes, no framed family photos because it's never been that kind of house. Fantastic sound is thumping through the parlor, with a heavy backbeat that Rainey likes. She stares down Flynn, who flushes and studies his fingering. He spends a lot of time waiting his turn. He reminds her of one of those long-legged birds that take delicate steps with backward-hinged knees. When Howard finally stops playing, Gordy lowers his horn, the snare stops clicking, and finally the winter draperies, which have stood through two summers in mournful dark red columns since Lala's departure, suck up the last of the sound. The room is half empty, not everyone plays every time, and Rainey has no idea if there's a schedule. Far beneath the jazz she hears the rattling of the air conditioner, which Howard hates, but he has to keep the windows closed for the neighbors and stop by nine at night. Some of the acolytes stare at her with fascinated and hungry eyes, for she has constant access to Howard Royal, and she is as untouchable to them as a veiled novice. Rainey opens her arms and rotates slowly. "'Come to the dance singing of love,'" she says, and feels her powers grow. "'Let her come dancing all afire.'" It was in the book, and now it is in the folds of her burning brain. She does not know what she is trying to provoke. She wants to prove she is protected. Gordy laughs aloud. The laugh says, You are beautiful when you are nuts . Her father says, warningly, "Rainey." She turns on him a gaze like a shield. Who knew she had a shield in her head and a saint in her pack? "I hope you cleared your perpetually messy floor. I promised the cellists you'd share. A few days, Daughter." The electric violinist, Gemma, shivers visibly as if the room has chilled. Everyone knows the cellists could double up with other acolytes. "Be generous," says Howard softly. He would resemble Christ, Rainey thinks, if his beard did not receive the trimmer and the comb--a weekly father-daughter ritual he taught her young and that she could live without. "So," she says tightly, "I'll just go up and move my shit." Rainey turns away as the flautist, Radmila, plays a patter of high notes. It's water, dropping leaf to leaf through the rainforest canopy: Rainey can see it. Don't try to understand jazz , Gordy said once: You are jazz . A few times he has whispered, You're awake, aren't you? She keeps faking sleep, as if she has left West Tenth and gone far away. Is she saving herself or is she moldering? Howard's musicians start touching their instruments again. Rainey, stranded, takes the stairs alone to her pink shell of a room. It's too late. The cello-shaped chick and her friend, kneeling at the bureau, are dropping her clothes piece by piece into two piles on the rug. Keepers, she realizes, and rejects. "The fuck you are," says Rainey, and slams her fist into the open door. They raise their porcelain faces. "We're just borrowing." The friend holds up a T-shirt that Rainey doctored with grommets and lace inserts. "This is gorgeous. He said we could share the room, so we figured . . ." Behind her, two cellos bask on the bed. Rainey stalks in and grabs a cello by the throat. "You want to put that shit back?" When she and Tina talk like this in the girls' room at school they can make anyone do anything. But these girls are older. They gaze at her, waiting to see what she has in mind for the hostage cello. Rainey jerks it hard. The instruments knock together and hum, and the girls clamber to their feet. "Clothes and whatever else you stole," says Rainey. "Are those my earrings?" Miss Cello works at her earlobes. "Please, may I have my cello?" "Oh, are we at please now?" says Rainey, buoyed. "If I let it go, will you leave the house?" Miss Cello tugs a key from her pocket and turns it triumphantly in the air. "Howard Royal gave me this." "Cello," Rainey reminds her. Miss Cello only pretends to know joy on this earth: Rainey can feel it. Miss Cello keeps her gaze on the ground, on filthy stars of chewing-gum foil and bottle-cap planets. Whereas Cath, dead and in the soil for eighteen days, looked at the earth particles all around her and was awed by every turning molecule. Rainey drags the cello off the Linda-quilt. It makes a scratching sound across the buttons and thumps to the rug. The first girl lunges for it, and Rainey draws back her foot and says, "I'll kick it. I really don't care." She's only wearing Converse, but the girls freeze in the frosted cupcake that is Rainey's room. "You can have it in the morning," she says, "if you don't steal anything else." Of course, they have already stolen everything. She drags her prize into Gordy's room, pulls it inside, closes the door, and considers. Then she looks back out in the hall. Miss Cello is darting down the stairs, and her friend leans out from the doorway of the pink room. "You should know that Howard does not give a fuck," says Rainey. "Seems like Howard doesn't give a fuck about his daughter, either," says the friend. Rainey picks up a yellow ceramic ashtray from Gordy's bureau and hurls it. The girl ducks and laughs. The ashtray hits the doorframe and falls without breaking. Miss Cello bolts back upstairs. "That bitch," she says, and spots Rainey. Her eyes fill. "I can't go to school without my cello," she says. "Why are you doing this?" If she got centered in that body of hers, she could be a totally different chick. Move like this , Rainey wants to tell her, and you could have men aching to draw a bow across your hips. But Miss Cello doesn't want power. She wants to feel safe. Rainey sees through the eyes of Cath that she will never be an artist. "Howard says give it back or get out." The girl rubs her hands together frantically. Rainey gazes at her till Miss Cello's face contorts through several changes of expression. Give it back, or get out--this has to be a lie; Howard has no time for the settling of squabbles. Her mother got out; she sloughed off West Tenth Street to find God on the ashram in Boulder, Colorado. Lala descended the stairs weeping, in the arms of two ambulance men. But Rainey will hold fast to her pink room the way Boston ivy grips the sills outside the garden windows. Heavy footsteps begin an ascent. Gordy's white-blond head bobs into view. "Raineleh," says Gordy. He picks up his ashtray, sits on the top step, and stares at her through the spindles, ignoring the cellists. "Are you being a little troublemaker?" "No." Rainey wheels around and locks herself in Gordy's bedroom with the cello. "I'm fucking things up majorly," she yells through the door. Sometimes she comes to the dance singing of love, and sometimes she is deep in the dangerous worldly state. She is not sure which would be accurate now. When Tina asked Gordy, What do you like? it seemed like a good question. Rainey likes rubbing silver against clay until clay turns to pewter: alchemy. Gordy's room smells like socks. Outside his windows, a tree flips its leaves to their metallic backs. On the floor, the cello lies naked and bright. Rainey drags it onto the unmade bed. She takes off the diamond ring her mother gave her, the one that belonged to Linda's mother. She settles herself and with the diamond begins scratching an image into the instrument's back. In the hall, people knock and test the doorknob. Safe in the room, Rainey is making art. Through the windows, the sky bruises. Around her, honey-colored dust sifts onto the unwashed sheets. Five minutes pass, an hour, she has no idea. Voices rise, and she ignores them. When the door flies open, it slams the corner of Gordy's bureau so that everything on top jitters. Howard, large in the doorway, does not look so Christ-like now. "If you don't release that goddamn cello, Daughter," he says, "you can get thee to a nunnery for all I care." Rainey slips her ring back on, grabs Gordy's penknife off his night table, and stands on the bed. The cello stands with her. It is her spruce-and-maple mother. It is her saint against temptation, though she can't resist testing her hold on the pink room. Watching Howard, she opens the penknife, slides it against the fingerboard, and slits the thickest string. It snaps with a wiry groan. What was the other thing Tina asked that night? Her father crosses the threshold with an angry stride. She is scared, but his anger feels better than when he smiles her up and down. She steps behind the cello but looks him in the eye. "Does it hurt yet?" she says. Excerpted from Rainey Royal by Dylan Landis All rights reserved by the original copyright owners. Excerpts are provided for display purposes only and may not be reproduced, reprinted or distributed without the written permission of the publisher.
